Finally, geron posting ended with many things on my mind. Like what am i gonna be like in the future? So many thoughts just came to me, and i guess what my CI told me really made me felt better. She is just so inspiring and it made me feel that practicing the right nursing care is so so important. I hope i will pull through this 3 months of PRCP at ward 49. Hopefully, it will make me become a better and stronger nurse. I'm really expecting the worst, so come what may.

It feels so good to be lazing on my bed, not thinking bout the time, the world, and doing things that you really fancy at your desired time. Gonna enjoy this 2 weeks before the real thing begins.

Im feeling so emotional listening to adam lambart-time for miracle. Ok, i should just change song. Will update again once i have the time. As of now, its time for me to watch gossip girls season 3=)

Finally the second week of attachement is over. 2 more weeks to go to end my geron posting. HSE posting was long and draggy, but no doubt it made me realise ageing is such a scary thing. We played ludo,mahjong( they are damn good i swear) and some other games which i forgot the name. Actually, I really enjoy talking to old folks. They really need people to talk to, and some of them is just oh so adorable. Especially those in their 90s. So slow and cute. Making them smile really makes my day a little happier. Seeing those old folks just kinda reminds me that we are all going to grow old and be like them, so sad but true. Dementia is such a sad disease, why did god even came up with this??? Making them forget their loved ones.




















We decorated the xmas tree for them=)

Im feeling so bored and sad now. Because my hair is so cock now. Thanks to that hairdresser. I have no idea how to face people. Tell me what to do=(