Just as i thought i've graduated, there is more things to study now. -_- The I/V drug adminstration calculation is killing me. So damn difficult la, still must use algebra to solve it. Don't tell me being a nurse is easy, i will slap whoever who says that. I still have no motivation to study. HOW HOW HOW!!!!

Graduation day was awesome. Seeing my classmates once again made me miss school so much. The carefree time, no responsible for life and happy as ever to skip classes. But whatever it is, im moving on to the next phase of my life , wish me luck. There is some more photos, but as usual im lazy to turn it and upload it.

Its sunday, and how i wish its only friday. I have been lazing around for the whole sunday. Sleep and wake up, read and re- read old messages. I just love to read old messages from bb because it is so sweet, and as time passes no more such things. Well, sad but i guess this is reality. But he is still nice to me though=))) Bb is so addicted to wii. He have been wii-ing ever since last week.

Orientation programme is tiring, its like going to school. Just passed my venepuncture and intravenous cannula insertion. There is still I/V policy, guidelines and some other pharmacological theory test coming up. Super super dry. After this one month, i have 6 more weeks of intensive training with the icu stuffs. OMG. The machines in icu is cool shit. One button can do wonders, like monitoring the IA, CVP and other lines. Damn freaking cool.

Ok anyway, im very insipired by my NCs because there were the ones that actually nurse my mom in her last journey. They really did a great job and i really wanna be like them.

Today is a very very bad day. Bad start with bad argument. Whatever it is, its all over. Have been feeling very sad for the whole freaking day. When im all alone i think even more. Sometimes i wish things are simpler.

It has been a while since i last blog. Officially started work, going MICU. Im damn sure many challenges ahead. All the inotropes, infusion pumps, IA lines and whatever nonsense line which i've never touch before during my student days. I don't know if it is a good start to actually start out somewhere so stress. 12 may we will be posted to our wards, so not prepared. I hope i will meet nice colleagues.

Im actually pretty depressed because im starting work so soon. Monday is the day i will know where i will be posted to. Really kinda scared. *cross fingers,legs* Seriously not prepared to don on that uniform, it carries so much of responsibility.

Still have to pay $100 to get the practising cert. So ex la for this card.

ps: when is my cough gonna recover??? I WANT TO EAT CHOCOLATES!!!!