Today was out with bb and cookie. We went ECP to stroll that little rascal. HAHA. He is forever so hyper. Some photos to share=)

Sometimes i wonder if there is anybody reading my blog, but amazingly there is!!!!!! HAHAHAAHA.

Ward party today was fun. I just realised there is actually a board game by mosby for RN. Asking all the nursing stuffs. I didn't know it exist until seah brought it today. Im starting to like that blind ah pek in the ward. He is just so nice towards us despite being blind. He made work totally worthwhile going. I really really enjoy talking to him. Oh by the way he is 94 years old.

Tomorrow morning, then PH,DO,DO=)

I really can't wait for the PRCP to end, but on the other hand once it ends im gonna start work soon. Im so contradicting. HAHA. On the happier side, today its sunday!!!!!!!! Meeting up with ting ting and fetching bb from the airport later=) Next week is such a joyful week because i do not have to work on a boring saturday. Oh and im accompnying daddy to china in march. Im planning it once again. Im always very delighted to plan trips because its so fun. It just gets me so excited to see the pictures on the net and the real thing when it comes. Im mad.

Its friday but it doesn't feel like one. Im home all alone watching boring channel 8 show. BB is not in singapore yet again. He is forever not in singapore on weekends. Im missing him so badly. I want him by my side now!!!!!!!!!!! He is starting work soon, and i know i must get used to the fact that i won't be seeing him so frequently.

PRCP has been smooth so far, and i hope it goes all smoothly till the end of week 13. Its so tiring in team 3. It feels like im going to a war everyday. All the AMS,DIL is killing me. The worst thing is im working tomorrow afternoon. Sucks so much to work on a saturday.

Sunday i will be doing some shopping for BB,myself and the gift exchange in the ward. Hopefully, i will get all the stuffs i want.



Ps: You took my breath away and you still did.

You do not know how much it hurts when those words came out from your mouth. I was looking through those old photos that we took, those tears just welled up. I knew i had many things to say to you, but i just can't bring myself to say those things to hurt you. I would rather be the one that is in pain. I was thinking so much through the night, the more i learn, the more i love. Thats when i realised how much you mean to me. So much so that im willing to give up my old habits for you. Maybe im not the perfect girlfriend, but i will try.

Im so bored now. My holidys gonna end end in a few days time. Just some random pictures to entertain you people.

Badminton today with bb and his friend shun hua

holidays

Time pass so freaking fast when im like having holidays. Next week the official 3 months of PRCP will start. Then the next 3 years. Im really not looking forward to becoming a staff nurse. I have no idea why, maybe im just not prepared.


PS: i miss all my friends, hello i wanna see all of you peeps.

Finally, geron posting ended with many things on my mind. Like what am i gonna be like in the future? So many thoughts just came to me, and i guess what my CI told me really made me felt better. She is just so inspiring and it made me feel that practicing the right nursing care is so so important. I hope i will pull through this 3 months of PRCP at ward 49. Hopefully, it will make me become a better and stronger nurse. I'm really expecting the worst, so come what may.

It feels so good to be lazing on my bed, not thinking bout the time, the world, and doing things that you really fancy at your desired time. Gonna enjoy this 2 weeks before the real thing begins.

Im feeling so emotional listening to adam lambart-time for miracle. Ok, i should just change song. Will update again once i have the time. As of now, its time for me to watch gossip girls season 3=)

Finally the second week of attachement is over. 2 more weeks to go to end my geron posting. HSE posting was long and draggy, but no doubt it made me realise ageing is such a scary thing. We played ludo,mahjong( they are damn good i swear) and some other games which i forgot the name. Actually, I really enjoy talking to old folks. They really need people to talk to, and some of them is just oh so adorable. Especially those in their 90s. So slow and cute. Making them smile really makes my day a little happier. Seeing those old folks just kinda reminds me that we are all going to grow old and be like them, so sad but true. Dementia is such a sad disease, why did god even came up with this??? Making them forget their loved ones.




















We decorated the xmas tree for them=)

Im feeling so bored and sad now. Because my hair is so cock now. Thanks to that hairdresser. I have no idea how to face people. Tell me what to do=(

I guess i have been neglecting this space for kinda long. I've just started my posting in ward 36. Ward staffs are willing to teach, which is a good thing. I have no idea why im feeling tired everyday. Maybe is the big butt, HAHA. Ok, whatever. Last 2 weeks have been great. Taiwan trip and shalene's birthday. There are many photos la, if you are really really interested go to my facebook and check it out ya.

My favourite drink from 7 eleven in taiwan=)

At powerhouse on shalene's birthday

I'm currently at the airport waiting for my flight towards kl for my transit to taipei. Not really in the mood to travel, because my bag is heavy, luggage is filled up even before coming back.=( The weather forecast tells me is gonna be raining for these few days=( and im missing bb

random nonsense

My ED posting just ended, with my last day in the resuscitation room. I was really waiting for patient to collapse, but nothing of that sort happened.Good and bad. HAHA I only managed to assist doctor for toilet and suture. The patient was damn nice and her threshold of pain was to the maximum. She don't even need local anaethesia for that cut. She didn't even move a single bit when the needle went in. THUMBS UP FOR HER. She was really patient and waiting for me to finish the dressing for her. Damn nice of her, and she even thanked me for everything.

Seriously, i really like everything about the emergency department except for the staffs there. I should just try applying to it and see if i can get it.

I'm curently having my holidays, and it feels so good to sleep until i wake up. No alarm clock to disturb me. =) BB is not in singapore, and im feeling so bored without him. I won't be seeing him until im back from taiwan. Damn sad pls. I miss him so much.

ps: It has been one month since we got together. This one month was great except for the ups and downs we'd been through. Nevertheless, i really hope that there will be many more months and years to come.=) Thanks for everything because i know you really put in effort for this relationship.

a&e posting

I realised i really like working at a&e, but the staff in a&e sucks. Its so damn challenging and exciting to receive new cases every now and then. The best thing is you do not know what cases are coming in. Its like a surprise. HAHA.

I will be leaving Singapore this sunday to taipei, not really looking forward to it, because i kinda predict its gonna be boring with my family.Since its free just make the best use of it. LOL. Cookie will be left at home with bb. He promised me to take care of cookie. Don't ill treat my cookie hoh bb!!!!

This few weeks have been great thus far. Thank you bb, for sending me home everyday. I love you=)

I really like this picture that bb took with my camera.


PS: You know sometimes I ponder to myself, why is my thinking so pessismistic? Or perhaps I'm just too afraid of losing you.

PPS: I hope you know how much i love you.

PPPS: I'm sorry

OT posting

OT posting for the 1st day. I was in MOT 7. General surgery. Bored Bored Bored. The smell of the diathermy reminds me of burned KFC.How fucking disgusting is that. Hoping for more interesting cases tomorrow. And talking about OT stuffs, i think i returned all the knowledge to the teachers long ago. I forgot how to hand scrub, the OT instruments and all the nonsense.

In the meantime, we camwhore during BREAKS. I must say CGH scrub suit looks disgustingly ugly. Whats up with the mastard colour, totally looks like diarrhoea pls.

Daddy was not in singapore yesterday, so bb came over and stayed. Daddy went into malaysia and changed my tyres to sumitomo tyres. WOO SHIOK!!! NEW TYRES. He didn't bring back my JB herbal duck. How sad. Anyway bb is so addicted to the card monopoly game. We were playing that for the whole night. FUN FUN FUN.

I bought this fucking nice mooncake.

My mad bb wearing my victoria secret bra. HAHA

Happy Happy birthday

Happy birthday to REEN & KENJI!!!!!!

Ultimate birthday blast celebration for the 2 of them. First was dinner at pan pacific for reen's dinner at some fine dinning place. The food there is like nonsense i swear. I Hate fine dining. Then,followed by kenji SURPRISE birthday celebration. We tricked him to timbre and surprise him with all his friends there. The biggest surprise was JEANNE who flew back all the way from melbourne for his birthday. Freaking touching please. He was shocked to see her at timbre. LOL. Really glad that he is happy.

busy in love

I've finally done up my new blog. Im kinda noob to blogspot, because i have been using xanga for years. I have been wanting to blog for kinda long, but I don't wanna blog at xanga because my ex reads my blog, so ya. I don't want him to know about my life .

Tomorrow exam results will be out, and i damn scared pls.





I love my life now, and i really love him. Thanks for giving me the complete happiness that i have been looking for. Im so happily in love. LALALALALA

PS: bb i really really love you. don't ever leave me alright?