You do not know how much it hurts when those words came out from your mouth. I was looking through those old photos that we took, those tears just welled up. I knew i had many things to say to you, but i just can't bring myself to say those things to hurt you. I would rather be the one that is in pain. I was thinking so much through the night, the more i learn, the more i love. Thats when i realised how much you mean to me. So much so that im willing to give up my old habits for you. Maybe im not the perfect girlfriend, but i will try.