I really can't wait for the PRCP to end, but on the other hand once it ends im gonna start work soon. Im so contradicting. HAHA. On the happier side, today its sunday!!!!!!!! Meeting up with ting ting and fetching bb from the airport later=) Next week is such a joyful week because i do not have to work on a boring saturday. Oh and im accompnying daddy to china in march. Im planning it once again. Im always very delighted to plan trips because its so fun. It just gets me so excited to see the pictures on the net and the real thing when it comes. Im mad.

Its friday but it doesn't feel like one. Im home all alone watching boring channel 8 show. BB is not in singapore yet again. He is forever not in singapore on weekends. Im missing him so badly. I want him by my side now!!!!!!!!!!! He is starting work soon, and i know i must get used to the fact that i won't be seeing him so frequently.

PRCP has been smooth so far, and i hope it goes all smoothly till the end of week 13. Its so tiring in team 3. It feels like im going to a war everyday. All the AMS,DIL is killing me. The worst thing is im working tomorrow afternoon. Sucks so much to work on a saturday.

Sunday i will be doing some shopping for BB,myself and the gift exchange in the ward. Hopefully, i will get all the stuffs i want.



Ps: You took my breath away and you still did.

You do not know how much it hurts when those words came out from your mouth. I was looking through those old photos that we took, those tears just welled up. I knew i had many things to say to you, but i just can't bring myself to say those things to hurt you. I would rather be the one that is in pain. I was thinking so much through the night, the more i learn, the more i love. Thats when i realised how much you mean to me. So much so that im willing to give up my old habits for you. Maybe im not the perfect girlfriend, but i will try.

Im so bored now. My holidys gonna end end in a few days time. Just some random pictures to entertain you people.

Badminton today with bb and his friend shun hua

holidays

Time pass so freaking fast when im like having holidays. Next week the official 3 months of PRCP will start. Then the next 3 years. Im really not looking forward to becoming a staff nurse. I have no idea why, maybe im just not prepared.


PS: i miss all my friends, hello i wanna see all of you peeps.

Finally, geron posting ended with many things on my mind. Like what am i gonna be like in the future? So many thoughts just came to me, and i guess what my CI told me really made me felt better. She is just so inspiring and it made me feel that practicing the right nursing care is so so important. I hope i will pull through this 3 months of PRCP at ward 49. Hopefully, it will make me become a better and stronger nurse. I'm really expecting the worst, so come what may.

It feels so good to be lazing on my bed, not thinking bout the time, the world, and doing things that you really fancy at your desired time. Gonna enjoy this 2 weeks before the real thing begins.

Im feeling so emotional listening to adam lambart-time for miracle. Ok, i should just change song. Will update again once i have the time. As of now, its time for me to watch gossip girls season 3=)

Finally the second week of attachement is over. 2 more weeks to go to end my geron posting. HSE posting was long and draggy, but no doubt it made me realise ageing is such a scary thing. We played ludo,mahjong( they are damn good i swear) and some other games which i forgot the name. Actually, I really enjoy talking to old folks. They really need people to talk to, and some of them is just oh so adorable. Especially those in their 90s. So slow and cute. Making them smile really makes my day a little happier. Seeing those old folks just kinda reminds me that we are all going to grow old and be like them, so sad but true. Dementia is such a sad disease, why did god even came up with this??? Making them forget their loved ones.




















We decorated the xmas tree for them=)

Im feeling so bored and sad now. Because my hair is so cock now. Thanks to that hairdresser. I have no idea how to face people. Tell me what to do=(