Today work was pretty exciting because there was a resuscitation to see. Just when we were about to pass report the patient collapsed, the next moment i knew there were 20 over people in that small cubicle with all the e trolley. Its damn amazing how fast all the staffs reacted. I was only there watching and on and off i went to the utility to get some stuffs for the staffs.

Anyway im typing this in advance for bb.
Happy 5th month anniversary to our sweet sweet relationship and i hope there is many many more to come=). Thanks for being the one to lend me ur shoulder to cry on, the one to listen to my nonsense. And the one who will never give up on me. There were good and bad times and i must say that our good times definetly outweigh the bad ones. Somehow, it was the bad times that made us stronger. I must admit i love you more and more each day. I just wanna see you everyday, even if it is 5 mins i will be happy. Just wanna let you know bb, i love you and i'll always do.

Photos photos!!!!!

We celebrated our 5th month at whampoa hawker center eating all this high cholestrol stuffs. But it was damn damn good.=)

Chinese new year is round the corner, but im totally not in the mood. I just want my dad to get me new bedsheets from aussino and repair my lousy aircon. I will be having my reunion dinner like on this coming thursday? Freaking early which kinda defeats the purposes of a reunion dinner. And the worst worst thing is bb won't be around for the next 3 weekends. How freaking sad is that. =(((( i hate star cruise.

My weekends was mad fabulous with bb. Actually im kinda sad when he told me he might not be around for the next 2 weekends.

Let me do a recount of what i did this weekend

Fri

Was on morning shift, after work went to fetch bb and shunhua for some k-ing session at katong. Then headed down to chomp chomp for supper.

We ordered so many rubbish to eat, and this is shun hua's drink with our leftover food.

Saturday

Was on afternoon shift, after work bb came to find me and we went kallang river to stroll that little rascal. He was so happy.=))))

Sunday
Bb accompanied me in the morning to pray to my ancestors. After that we went home to have our little cooking session because bb insist that he can cook better than me, so we went NTUC to buy all the stuffs and went home to cook .

This is for cookie=)))) chicken porridge

My chef at work. HAHA

So i camwhore while waiting for him to cook

This was what he cooked for me. nice nice. I must admit he did a better job than me. HAHA. I admit defeat.=(

In the evening, went to PS to collect my dress from this blog shop owner.=))) Then to clementi to eat dinner.

That sums up my another wonderful weekend with bb.=)))

Decided to cook today because im in a good mood. Cooked for bb his dinner and he said it was bad. How sad is that. LOL. But afterall it was a good try ok, for a beginner like me.

I cooked for him ceral prawns , scramble eggs and yong tau foo soup. I forgot to wash off the pepper and salt hence the prawn is super super saltish. LOL. We went east coast park to have dinner=))))))))))))

Im wearing my disgusting specs now because i have an infection on my left eye. Its getting better=))) It better recover faster because i still want my free one year supply from B&L.

Took this picture while waiting for bb. Love how the sun make the picture perfect, ok maybe except for the specs.

Did this mask from taiwan, its damn good la. Because it can hook around the ears which make it damn tight. I've never seen a mask that got such hook ok. Pardon the scary photo. HAHA

recount of my wonderful weekend

Last friday bb brought me to eat very nice fish steamboat at whampoa.

Then he randomly bought me roses. Thank you bb.=)

Saturday not a very good day,so don't wanna further elaborate on it.

Sunday was spent with bb the whole day. He brought me to sembawang park, chong pang to buy this freaking nice brand instant noodle. More hair gonna drop for me. HAHA

Kang shi fu noodle=love
We bought our kite and went back home to fly. It was just nice there is some Singapore international kite day at my house downstairs.

At night, bb helped me washed dad's and my car=) HAPPY. Then we headed to changi airport for popeye's. POPEYE'S IS HIS SENSITIVE ISSUE. haha

It hurts so so much........ The tears just never seem to end. I never expect such things to be from you, because it hurts even more.

Seriously, i really think i need to vent out here. I really hate the fact that im in this ward. How much i have to go through for a small mistake i have made. Humans aren't perfect and so are you. So many people have done it and yet im the unlucky one to be caught doing it. For this mistake i have made, the senior nurse educator was called down to counsel me for my professional behaviour. Im lucky to have 2 nyp lecturers to be around to back me up, although i knew it was solely my fault for doing H/C w/o IMR. For those in nursing should know that this is really something really minor. I just felt super stressed out in this ward, for all the small little things that we do, she will make a big fuss out of it. My nyp lecturers kept asking me if i have any problem in the ward in front of the nurse educator, they knew i have and i have spoken to them about it before. I know they wanted me to voice it out to her. I literally broke down and cried because i really don't feel like saying. I don't want to be penalised for more stuffs, so i just cried. I really hate her for being so fake, acting like she is really concern about us. I know its my fucking fault, you don't have to repeat it AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!