Seriously, i really think i need to vent out here. I really hate the fact that im in this ward. How much i have to go through for a small mistake i have made. Humans aren't perfect and so are you. So many people have done it and yet im the unlucky one to be caught doing it. For this mistake i have made, the senior nurse educator was called down to counsel me for my professional behaviour. Im lucky to have 2 nyp lecturers to be around to back me up, although i knew it was solely my fault for doing H/C w/o IMR. For those in nursing should know that this is really something really minor. I just felt super stressed out in this ward, for all the small little things that we do, she will make a big fuss out of it. My nyp lecturers kept asking me if i have any problem in the ward in front of the nurse educator, they knew i have and i have spoken to them about it before. I know they wanted me to voice it out to her. I literally broke down and cried because i really don't feel like saying. I don't want to be penalised for more stuffs, so i just cried. I really hate her for being so fake, acting like she is really concern about us. I know its my fucking fault, you don't have to repeat it AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!